Markov State and the Art of Living
May 7, 2025
Nearly a decade ago, I found myself immersed in David Silver's deep reinforcement learning lectures on YouTube (hard to believe how quickly time passes). Among the many technical concepts, one phrase stood out and quietly etched itself into my memory: Markov State.
As I reflected, my mind wandered through old memories - both triumphs and failures. A common thread ran through them: I was often either stuck in regret or resting in complacency, fixated too much on the past. That fixation had, at times, paralyzed me. The Markov property offered a liberating counterpoint: the present moment alone shapes the probabilities of the future.
This insight reminded me of another moment that left a lasting impression - watching a film in which a line from the Bhagavad Gita was quoted:
समदुःखसुखं धीरं सोऽमृतत्वाय कल्पते || 2.15 ||
Though spoken in a vastly different context, the verse touched me in a similar way. It spoke of equanimity - of staying centered regardless of life's emotional swings. To me, this echoed the essence of the Markov State: anchoring yourself in the present, unmoved by the turbulence of the past.
And so, here I am today, striving - in the deepest sense - to be a Markov State. To focus on doing the next right thing for my family, my country, and the world. To contribute, in whatever small way I can, toward leaving the world better than I found it.
It reminds us that no matter the baggage we carry - regrets, achievements, mistakes - it is our present choices that shape the possibilities ahead. Of course, life isn't a perfect Markov process. Our "states" are often colored by complex histories. But as a mental model, it's empowering. It shifts our focus from helplessness to agency, from nostalgia or guilt to responsibility. It reminds us: we are not prisoners of our past, but stewards of our future - through the actions we choose in this very moment.